----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- meanderings first actual gallery show last friday. smiles and kindnesses and even small bits of money floating about the room. they saw what i saw this time, they really looked, they circled the room and came back to them. the late nights and raw hands heavy eyelids worth it. john in love with me that night i felt pretty again swollen naval and all "artist" is so exhausting - and only two days of silence since i miss it already She was drunk and stupid and falling out of her clothes. i lost it with her this time. only so much patience only so much time for the psychological leg humping. now i feel remorseful. but somewhat justified. but somewhat ugly. glad when she moves... let the new enemy enter - the projection has to rest on someone.... 9:25 p.m. - 2006-03-21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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